Because I am a soul specialist, I feel that it is important to share my own soul story. I often don’t get time to go into details in healing sessions and classes as it is all about you!! In sharing this personal story with you, I hope that it helps you to explore your own soul history more deeply.
My soul story is contained within my book in the Hall of Records. This book contains my divine blueprint.
My mother got pregnant out of wedlock at 19 which was a scandal back in those days particularly because my mum had a bright future ahead of her. After some family drama, my mum married my father and I was born a few months later. My younger brother was born 21 months later.
My father, as I was told, was an alcoholic and could not hold a steady job so this was a very unstable time for our family. These circumstances eventually led my mum to leave my father. From this time, my father was not present in my life.
I grew up in the western suburbs of Sydney with mum on single mother benefits. Although money was tight, we had a loving family environment. Aged approximately 10 years old, my mum was diagnosed with breast cancer aged at only 28 years old. She had a double mastectomy and rounds of chemo. I don’t really member much of this time.
I focused all my efforts on school. I excelled at academics and was usually top of my grade and eventually became dux of the school. I also escaped into the world of books.
At age 13, in my first year of high school, my mum passed away from cancer. This was a hugely traumatic and life changing time for me. My brother and I moved to live with my grandparents on the north shore of Sydney.
Attending a selective high school, I easily buried my head in the books, worked part time and tried to avoid my emotions as much as possible. My grandparents, although very loving, also did not know how to help me with my deep emotional pain and instead helped me to focus on everything else.
Also, I always felt different, because of my family situation and my appearance (I had weight issues and braces for 5 years).
In my 20’s I partied hard, again to avoid emotions of grief, anger and adandonment, my feelings of low self-worth and what I now recognise as sensitivity to energies. I left my teaching job to go into the corporate world as it fueled my ambitions to ‘live fast and die young’. I was a heavy smoker, drinker and loved junk food.
However this could not last and fortunately my angels and guides helped me out by developing health issues to make me stop and look more deeply at my life.
Looking back and dealing with my childhood, it set me up to be perfectly placed in my role as a healer and teacher of spirit! Remember we are a soul and we choose every aspect of our soul’s journey to help us reach our potential in this lifetime.
Through experiencing abandonment from my father (through separation) and my mother (through death), I was able to embrace the lessons that I am complete as I am’ which encompasses self-love. I have been on a huge (and still continuing) journey of overcoming self worth issues to love myself unconditionally. Self love is a major soul lesson for me.
Another lesson that I have learnt is letting go of control. Due to my unsettled life, I never felt safe and secure and consequently held onto a lot of fear and anxiety. This was masked with control issues. By overcoming them (this is still work in progress!), I have learnt to trust life and go with the flow. My mental mind has come into balance after being so over energised.
Through these circumstances, I have personally experienced and been able to understand how pent up energies and emotions can be destructive forces in your life which led me to embrace the healing arts. It has also enabled me to have empathy and compassion for others. Through my journey of never feeling good enough, it has helped me to be passionate about empowering others and helping them to cut through the illusion and embrace who they really are, a divine soul!
I also have developed great resilience, perseverance, independence and initiative from my life experiences, all qualities that I need in my work now, especially as we embrace the energies of the New Earth.
Fortunately, I have consistently had strong and independent women around me. My dear Nan, lived until 96, and showed me unconditional love and was the family matriarch! This is part of my experiences in order to embrace the Divine Feminine within (see below) and empower women.
My Soul’s History
I am a child of Sirius. Sirius is the 7th Dimensional gateway to our Earth. Sirian beings are way showers and pioneers of our times. I am a channel of Sirian Light Language and bring Sirian frequencies through all of my healings and teachings.
I also sit on the Galactic Frequency Council (GFC), part of the Galactic Federation of Light. This has helped me to continue to develop a deep understanding of frequency to use for healing and teaching. Apparently I do work for the GFC in my sleep!
I am of the Christ Consciousness lineage of which the feminine side is held by Mary Magdalene. Within our DNA, we hold codes of light that are important for the ascension of Earth and humans. Through the history of the Earth, the Divine Feminine has been greatly diminished. One of my life missions is to bring the power of the Divine Feminine back. To this date, much of this has involved healing the wounds within our DNA based on fear, persecution, judgement and betrayal both personally and with my clients.
I have had lifetimes all over the world – my last lifetime was in India, another recent lifetime in Salem, USA and many more – all of which have given me deeper understanding of my journey in this lifetime.
Atlantis, Lemuria, Egypt & Avalon
Remembering my lives in these high frequency Ancient times has greatly assisted me on my journey in this lifetime, particularly my spiritual work.
In Atlantis, I have seen myself having my own mystery school; I was a wise old male teacher who really loved working in this way. I was a master of energy and magic. At the fall of Atlantis, I helped to transport wisdom and records to Egypt for safekeeping.
At this time, I am also connecting with an earlier life in Atlantis where I was a high priestess working with crystals and galactic energies. In Lemuria I was a female high priestess too and was part of a mystery school.
In Egypt, I was a priestess in the mystery schools contained within the Pyramids and was sacrificed (voluntarily!) which created a great wound in speaking my truth. I had a strong connection with the ascended master Thoth.
In Avalon, I was a fairy Queen, very powerful but it all ended very badly and caused me to fear my own power and the Earth energies.
Exploring all of these lives has helped me to discover the truth of who I am, an unlimited multi-dimensional being!!